Writers, Readers. and the Balance of Power

Writers, Readers, and the Balance of Power

A spiritual-ish perspective

A little while back, my fourteen-year-old daughter told me I was a control monkey. It wasn't in jest and it wasn't speculation. It was a declaration of fact, the evidence beyond dispute, any argument on my part only serving to prove the point. 

Damn kids.

Now, I do have my quirks and yes, I do insist under penalty of death prefer towels be folded a certain way and I've been known to stand in front of my family, tapping my foot and ranting demanding to know who left the empty toilet paper roll on the hanger. But my daughter was talking about my writing, specifically the reason I write.

Her words: because I want to control everything.

My response? I squared my shoulders, raised my chin, looked her dead in the face and said, "Duh!"

 As a writer, especially a fiction write, I've heard this before  and I can't say I entirely disagree. After all, just look at    what I do: I create my own world, my own people and  species and make every single element do exactly what I  want, when I want, and how I want.

 On it's face, that sounds a little...not good. Those who do  this sort of thing in the real world are usually called dictators. Or felons. I don't have the balls or the lack of conscience to be either, so is it possible I write out of some twisted need for absolute pow-ah?

The jury's still out on that one.

In my stories, I decide who lives and who dies. I grant true love or devastating heartache with a few clicks of the keyboard. I create new civilizations, change laws and morality, even conjure up new planets. I parcel out abuse and reward on a whim. For a few hundred pages, I am the god of my own world. It's a damn fine gig - while it lasts.

And there's the catch. 

My reign - though very cool - is wonderfully and horribly finite. 

 When the last word is written, all that power  disappears. It's not taken; I surrender it and do so  freely. I send my world into the real world, knowing it  will be judged, loved or hated. 

It's an incredibly profound moment, the natural culmination of my work.

I'm not passing judgement on those who believe

otherwise, and I'm certainly not propping my opinion on a pedestal as though it's the only correct one.

But, for me, refusing to relinquish control would be to deny a fundamental part of the whole creative process; a part I'm not willing to sacrifice, even for the sake of a super-cute doggy tug-o-war gif. :)

 Readers create writers and writers create readers. It's a symbiotic circle,an  exchange of power that demands and deserves the deepest respect. That's  how I see it, anyway. 

 So, yes. I am a control monkey- for a little while. And I write for the days    when I can give it up.

 ~Dawn